Saturday, October 15, 2011


i have no trouble finding guys. or flirting with them for that matter.. my confidence level has been high lately.. i have been flirting alot, talking with some guys that have caught my interest or looked somewhat of a decent catch for Albuquerque.. but why is it that once i have them i start to lose interest... this hasn't always happened but recently these feelings come where all i want it to have a conversation with a cute guy but once that happens.. the urge to talk to him or keep conversation going just gets smaller and smaller... maybe i need to try something new? maybe I'm not looking for the right guy? how do you know who the right guy is? and if there is one who says he is right for me?

all i know is if you havent found that someone yet, you sure as hell wont find em if you stop looking...